clover (blackclovers) wrote, @ 2003-12-29 22:49:00

the p[ast]
calmnessess...

i slept till about 3:00pm today, it felt good to sleep, i have been doing less and less of it lately.
i guess my expriments with my insomnia are over. atleast i ended it with a bang. 13 hours in 6 days was the result. what importance this has i dont know, but i decided to keep track anyways.
im addicted to sleeping pills. im addicted to so much, i'll probably die and be feening for a cigarette, some kind of drug, illegal, not, its all the same, who cares.

(mogwai-cody)

the perfect song to accent the mood of my day.
today is, truely and completely, a sunday
complete with lack of....everything, espicially feeling
i needed a break from feelings anyways.

my dad is starting his own buisness, i admire him so much.
when he wants to do something, he does it.
and he is doing it.
he wants me to move here and go to collage.
he wants me to take over his buisness when he's older.
he says he will support me, and that i dont have to continue working long hours.
he says i dont have to put up with the shit i (do) put up with at home.
he is kinder to me then anyone has ever been
he has so much in common with me
that is the problem

i know, my self, that i am a horrable person, and i have to ask my self, is he?

inturuption

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