| Current mood: |  discontent |
| Current music: | mogwai-don't cry (guns 'n roses cover) |
cold
very very odd day, not at all like I expected.
I expected to come home, my father gone, I hade the highest expectations for today, no reason, I just thought today would be a grand day.
my father was gone when I got home, but he arrived soon after. I spent the afternoon cleaning out the storage room.
I had a pretty decent day, though, it just seemed to go pretty good, I found out im passing English, as im sure you care, lol
but anyways, I have a 79 in there, which is a lot higher then my expected F
I did however get some troubling news, my friend, lee, who originally moved here from England is going to move back in a year.
it takes a lot for me to care about another person, and iv only known lee for a short time, but alas I am saddened by it
and damn, this is the best song iv herd in a long time, even if it is live.
I miss good music, I miss music strong enough to make me cry.
I miss having something to cry about
loll, I need Jessica, my ex from Jacksonville.
she was such a miserable pathetic thing.
all she did was drag me down.
but when I look back on all the times we had, I smile.
I know its wrong, but she hurt me so bad, and it felt so good.
I know iv mentioned it before, but she was the person who got me cutting.
and I still have a scar on my wrist, 11 inches long, from my palm to my elbow.
I said I made it for her.
......I have a lot of scars....
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and this, this started out as a happy letter.
I guess it cant be helped
but I wish, I wish I had someone who could understand
someone who would understand
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