|Current mood:|| uncomfortable|
is she pretty on the inside? is she pretty from the back?
Today I had a doctors appointment with my endocrinologist, in other words my diabetes doctor. Things aren't going so good and she thinks the reason why I'm not taking care of myself is because I'm depressed. So she wants me to see a psychologist to see if it helps me so that I will be able to do things and try to take care of myself. I also have to start seeing a dietitian, so they can try and motivate me and show me how to eat healthier and stuff. I feel so weird about all this. I don't like this feeling. I don't feel comfortable with my body. It's like when you wear shoes that don't fit you, too big/small. I don't like it. I don't like myself. I don't know anymore. I'm scared.