|Current mood:|| crappy|
Lifes a drag. . .
Why me?? Why is it always me??? I can't stand my life. UGH, I don't feel like putting up with anything anymore. Whats the point? I wish I were old enough to leave. I just wanna take off from this place, never come back. You know? I can't stand being home, nor school. I wish I did'nt have to go. I feel so ugly. I am, I'm ugly. I deserve to die 'cuz I'm not skin and bones like all those chicks out there, you know, the ones those guys that say they aren't shallow but are in denial go after. I mean, believe me, I don't want attention or jealous 'cuz those guys don't go after me, I have a boyfriend, and I'm so in love with him. But I just want to feel good about my self, I want to be beautiful. I want to be one of those girls, so that I can blow off all those guys that rejected me in the past and treat them the way they would me. I don't know where I'm going with this. I think I should stop.