| Current mood: |  sad |
| Current music: | emo is good/ emo is evil |
well kaya is gone...i'm so sad. she left early this morning at 5 am. I stayed up all night so I could drive them to the airport. I figured that if i slept, I wouldn't wake up. She was awake at 4 am. I walked in and she was just looking at me with a smile. No crying, no yawning, just a smile. She was perfect. I sat next to her and she just rolled over and strectched her arms out to me. I never thought I would miss something so little. but I miss her already...i hate to be stupid and cheesy but she was like this weird little angel. everyone was so happy. she made me happy. I didnt feel like i needed those damn pills. I felt like I had feeling inside again. having valeri and kai around was nice too. having the whole family around was nice. choc. vicki. sure the house had like 6 people too many for capacity, but everyone was happy to see each other. we get along really well--especially with my new sisters. its nice to have sisters. I'm really glad that I got sisters that are so easy to get along with. I mean, vicki is pretty much a sister to me anyways. shes been around since i was like 7. valeri is just easy to get along with. kaya. sure her shit stinks, but you can't forget that devilish smile she gives you right before she drops a load :)
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