|Current mood:|| drained|
|Current music:||Sixpence None The Richer - Kiss Me|
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Today I slept like I hadn't gotten any sleep in a week. Everything lately has been weighing down on me, sapping all of my energy. I guess it finally caught up with me and I just collapsed. I woke up a lot later on, still feeling kind of groggy and I noticed I had a message on my cell. I guess I was so out of it I didn't even wake up when it rang. Anyway I listened to the message and it was from Vin. As soon as I heard his voice it was like a tug in the pit of my stomach. He told me in the message that he was in Arizona and that he loved me, and explained again his reasons for leaving. He also asked me to call him back. I swear, I must have listened to that message about 30 times. Before I could fully psyche myself up to try and return his call my cell started ringing again and his name was flashing on the screen. So yeah, I took a deep breath and answered. He told me about Arizona and he said he missed me and asked me if I'd still be there waiting for him when he got back. It was really strange talking to him again, the overwhelming sense of familiarity. It's not even as if he's been gone very long but I feel like a part of me is missing, which makes me feel empty and hollow and emotionless and utterly exhausted. He told me before he went that he might be back sooner than he thought. I guess I'm just going to have to wait and see what happens.