long time no....write
wow. i haven`t updated in a while. i guess lifes really shitty right now... uhh my moms...sick and she`s in the hospital...it`s almost christmas and i haven`t bought anyone anything yet..(i`m going shopping]WHICH I HATE bY THE WAY] with aunt shell tomorrow though so that will change)..uhh yeah...people always ask me to talk about my problems and my feelings and shit...and i don`t like to. i don`t think people need to spend their time worrying about my life, or what`s bothering me. there`s much more productive things they could be doing with their time...like uhh go decorate a tree or hang up some lights or something. i don`t fucking know. see what i mean? i ramble on about absolutly nothing in paticular...and expect people to understand me...haha poor jessica. uhh yeah anyways....so ummm about Benji being so freakin hot? it`s pretty sad that in order to make myself fell better i have to talk about this extremely sexy guy that i`m never gonna meet or even see ever. oh well..i got this shitty ass headache...and its really startin to piss me off...i took some corcidin for it...but its not helping. this past week i`ve took so much medicine i should be feelin like a million bucks...however that feels.. yeah...umm...so christmas is thursday...or something...yay!...i didn`t really ask for anything this year. it`s pretty weird. every year i`m like "oh yeah i want this, i want this and this and this and 17 of these." but this year they asked me what i wanted...and i couldn`t think of anything. i said a few cd`s and some hoodys, but thats all i could really think of...ah well my grandmas makin me go do some laundry, so...i guess i`m goin..
i`ll try to update every night from now on...if i can make the time.(lol) i don`t know about tomorrow night though, cause i`m goin to my aunt shells for the night. then sunday i`m goin to see my mom and goin to Kyles for dinner...then Julies commin over and stayin, so maybe i`ll write while she`s here. i don`t know...