Guess it's time for an update. I been slackin' off an' shit, I apologize. Not like any of you really read my entries anyway. Hah. So I'm back in Los Angeles wi' Brody at our house. I flew in yesterday to be with them for our little four-day break from the tour. It sucks havin' to leave them again on the 28th but I guess I gotta use the next three days or somethin' as best as I can. Which isn't really somethin' comfortin'. Even though I been around, I feel like I haven't spent any real time wi' her. An' honestly, ever since our wedding, I feel like I haven't spent any real time wi' her. I see her in spurts an' we hang out in spurts but other than that, the band has been takin' up most of my time. Which I fuckin' hate 'bout bein' in the music industry. Not enough time for those that really matter but plenty of time to shit around doin' work.
Past few days have been really... insane. I haven't really seen my brother around. But I'm not bitchin' 'bout it anymore because he has his life an' I'm busy runnin' around after everyone else that I actually have no time to really think about it. I got to meet the community's darling a while back. An' by community darling, I mean that literally an' shit. If you haven't met Faith, you're missin' out. That kid's a fuckin' head trip. I think it's safe to say that everyone really loves her an' blah blah blah. Yea. Hahaha. She makes me wish I had an older sister for Nathan who I can just spoil rotten. I guess in a way, I kinda took to her real fast like she is my daughter, even though she's not. Been kinda spoilin' her, buyin' her toys an' shit. She took to Nathan too, when she spent time wi' Brody an' they hung out at our place. Brody still needs to show me the videotape of Faith dancin' wi' our kid. I'm bringin' it wi' me when I go back on tour so I got somethin' to watch an' keep me from doin' stupid shit when I want to because Brody ain't around to stop me from doin' it. Like drinkin'. The guys don't really care if I drink, I guess.
The other day we all went to see Faith's mom, her real mom, an' pretty much put her in jail for child abuse, neglect, yada yada yada. It actually turned out a lot more different than planned. We didn't really plan for her damn mom to whip out some knife an' stabbin' people left an' right. Aight, I exaggerated that but she did stab Pierre an' Jessi. I got a little too pissed an' held the knife to her throat an' I prolly woulda let that knife sink into her skin if it hadn't been for Brody who was tellin' me not to do it an' holdin' onto my arm to try an' stop me. It was a little scary drivin' Pierre to the hospital. He had passed out in the backseat, everyone was screamin', Faith turned an' saw all the blood an' juss... freaked. Let's juss say she ended up blackin' out from lack of air. But it was hard seein' Pierre lyin' there pretty much seemingly half-dead. He's like one of my best friends an' even though everyone around me was showin' how scared they were an' cryin' an' all that, I couldn't let myself show how scared I was. But I really was.
An' Wilmer's a dickhead, yanno? He's an ass an' he shouldn't be allowed to come around Mandy anymore. I guess. Yea. He really shouldn't. 'Cause I might rip out his throat... an' call Mandy on the telephone to take off my disguise just in time to hear her cry. Hahaha, aight sorry. I couldn't help it. I hadda do it. Sorry. Peace out ladies.
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