| Current mood: | determined |
| Current music: | Taking back sunday-Your own disaster. |
I feel so..
Confused... :\
Yes, thats the word. Cause what am I to do when the person I care and like about most already has a significant other? It tears me up inside. I know he likes me, he said he did. Its just I don't want to hang on to those words. Why is this so complicated? ..
If you ever read this.. Answer me on this one: If you like me as much as you act, whats holding you back? Stephanie? If thats the case then maybe you should stay with her, you must like her more than me.
I'm tired of waiting, tired of trying. The only thing that keeps me holding on, is how you make me feel. I get butterflies so bad when your near, I can't help but be happy, even if I don't seem like it, I am. When your gone I go through withdrawl. Theres more, but if you want to know, ask Mel O [cause I <3 her + she knows]
I'm sorry guys, this is a kind of gay update. I'm sure most of you don't wanna read this, but oh well. Can't do anything about it. SO DEAL WITH IT.
If HIM reads this, comment if possible.
No I don't think that you know what you've been missing...
I<3myicon! All thanks to BelleIcons. Thanks a bunch!
Damn, I forgot to talk about my life lately.
Well here..
Today[Friday]I went over Melanie's and hung out with -> Mel [of course. :)], Zack, Jeremiah, Martin, Ball, Jason, Erik, Chris, + others [sorry if I don't have your name in this, I'm so fucking tired.] Then I left around 10 to go midnight bowling. There were quite a few people there. I had fun, I guess.
Well thats it for now, I'll update as soon as possible.
<3 always + forever, HER
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