| Current mood: |  confused |
| Current music: | Limp Bizkit - Behind Blue Eyes |
total confusion
oh-----my life is a living hell right now....my aunt died last weekend, and i've been at her house for the past week and let me tell you, planning a funeral around having like four guys trying to get in your pants, that is really stressful....there is joe, whom i love with all my heart, and i believe that he is the right choice for me, but sometimes he makes me so mad, and the fact that he has no sexual desire anymore is really putting a strain on me....and then there is travis....i just dont know what to think about him, he wants me to make the choice that is right for me, and i think that he thinks that i'm thinking that he's the right choice....then there is ben, he told audrey that he wants me to break up with joe so he can have a chance at going back out with me, and then there is josh, who just came around yesterday. i honestly like him still, i dont know why but he makes me feel all flustered when i even look at him....the way he looks at me just makes me all jumbled inside....anyway, i'm gonna get going we need to get to bed soon, i have to get up early....toodles for now
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