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| Current music: | Elton John - I'm Leavin' On A Jet Plane |
i'm leavin---on a jet plane
welps all, i'm leaving for the great unknown tomorrow...i'm moving to cedar rapids with my boyfriend, who i've known less time than i'd like to, but i'm in love with him and he says he loves me more, lol, so i'm going to take this huge leap of faith and trust that everything will turn out ok...i'm just so scared that we wont be able to find a place to live before his parents get back in like a week and a half....i'm praying with all my being that we find not only that but a decent vehicle to drive back and forth to and from work with....i've already pretty much got a job lined up if i want it, but i'm thinking i'm going to try and get something that i'm certified in before i go to the fork-lifter driver....lol i cant even immagine myself on one of those....but i'm so tired, i need to sleep but i dont think i could even if i tried, i have so much stuff to do and so little time to do it in, when you really come down and think about it, come this time tomorrow, me and joe will prolly have already been shaggin for hours and wore ourselves out and are sleeping...lol i love him so much, and i cant wait to be able to have him hold me in his grasp....he feels so good up close to me and when he sighs into my shoulder and says he loves me in my ear, it just makes me the happiest person in the world....i love him so much....but i'm so scared that he's just gonna get bored with me like everyone else has....but he promised me when he left sheena's on saturday, that he would do everything in his power to make this work and if that didnt work, then we'd try even harder, he swore, and he sounded so sinciere that it made me cry....*sigh* i just cant wait to be able to be there and have himhold me and tell me he loves me.....well, i need to get going, i'm going to sit and perhaps watch a movie for a little bit before i go on with my packing.....i need to take a shower and do my last load of laundry too....but i cant do that till 8.....so i'll talk to ya'll later....~*Alicia*~
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