| Current mood: | worthless |
| Current music: | Paper Thin-Hot Water Music |
well, it's new years eve and i'm just sitting here, I have nothing to do, nowhere to go. no one's home that I could call, no one's online to talk to, i'm all alone. talk about an easy way to find out how much your life really sucks, ne?
I really need to cut again, I have cuts all the way down to my knees now. I feel so worthless, so much like trash, it hurts. I haven't truely smiled since before this time last year, I don't even know what it feels like anymore.
I want to die, I want to stop feeling like this. I hate these urges, I hate these scars. but they're all I have, so really I love them more than i could ever hate them.
someone take me away from here,
take me from this dark place in life,
carry me away to what i deserve,
let me have what i've needed all this time,
show me what it is to smile,
help me forget how to cry,
love me till i believe this was all just a bad dream.
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