|Current mood:|| bored|
Hello. This is another one of my semi-primitive journals. This is for own private use and for those who actually read these things. I am tired of sharing my inner most feelings/bitchiness with those close to me, especially when I'm ranting about them! So, I'm here at work now. Something really freaky just happened! Well, Soo, who works in the risk dept. was not here today. His is 3 offices down from underwriting. Well, his shelves just fell off the wall, onto his desk and into his PC! Had he been sitting there, he could have been killed. Good thing he didn't come in! We've got some activity going on here...and it's not of the natural kind! Last week or so, a light fixture fell right out of the ceiling. Well then, maybe the building is just falling apart. hehe. *looks up at overhead neon light hanging above head* ehhhhh...
This day is so slow. I keep receiving calls and emails from the hubby. We've seen better days. I don't really want to talk to him right now. He is really upsetting me. He just doesn't care what I think anymore, or how I feel. He doesn't hesistate to call me nasty names, and does anything in his power to make me feel unimportant. He goes back on his word about things. When I complain about these problems, he says I'm trying to be his jailer more than his gf. Well, if he really feels that way, and doesn't consider my feelings anymore, he can look elsewhere. It's not right. And I feel like our connection is fading away. When I try to talk to him about this, he jokes around or refuses. I am no longer upset, I am just numb.