| Current mood: |  optimistic |
| Current music: | Spitalfield - Am I Ready? |
Because a sunburns what I needed...
Happy Easter! The Mini Egg Holiday of the Year;) We're going to see Yellowcard and Something Corporate tonight!! I so wanna meet Sean from YC, He totally reminds me of one of the guys I worked with at the Navigators. And I totally think that SoCo needs to play Babies of the 80's! That is such a good song! Yesterday me and ry went to see The Girl Next Door. It was a good movie, better then I had thought it would be, I was pretty much expecting American pie all over again, but it had a good storyline and everything. And of course you gotta love that Adam from Joan was in it:) He's adorable!! My mom called to wake me up this morning to wish me a happy easter. I talked to all my mom's side of the family and my dad. Supposidly my dad and one of my brothers now wear the same size pants. My dad has lost a lot of weight. I wonder waht it's gonna be like to see him. I'm sure he's not gonna look all that different but I must say if he ever shaves his moustache I'll freak out. He's always had it. In the pics of him in the navy you can't even recognize him cause he doesn't have it. He's Magnum P.I. he has to have the moustache. Tom Selleck looked bad when he shaved his! Ok sorry about that rambling, just what I had in my head;) I hung out at B-106 last night, it wasn't all the fun, everyone is just so worried about graduating that no one has the energy to have fun. I have declared today No Future Day, no one can talk about 3 weeks from now cause today i plan to have fun and be happy. I've been depressed for the past 22 years, I wanna have fun now that I'm graduating. It's like the movie yesterday. The main charecters spent thier whole lives being moral and studying and concentrating on school and everything and never had fun. Then they were graduating and realized why be such a stick in the mud, this is the time of our lives, lets live it up! That's how I've been feeling lately, like I missed out on something somewhere along the way and I wanna make up for that. It's pretty hard to do that when everyone around you is freakin out, cause it just causes me to freak out too. That's one of the reasons I really like hanging out with Ry, he's so laid back. And it's also why I had so much fun at the game the other day, no one there was graduating so no one was worried. I'm trying to keep the philosphy that everything will work out for us. It has so far why should things change? We always find a way to get by. I think that idea comes from the fact that my family completely lost our house 3 years ago and look at us now, everything worked out. We have a new better house (yea we rent but that doesn't matter) and we have more money then we did then now that my mom is finally working. And both me and my brother got to go to college and we foudn ways to fund it. Things work out in the end. Yea I've been through alot of shit but I've survived, that's kinda why I always say the song I Will Survive is my song. Cause I'm still survivng. Well it seems I'm in a very optimistic mood today, hopefully this will continue! Ok think it's time to do something else. Bye Happy Easter!
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