|Current mood:|| giggly|
|Current music:||Madcap - Bright Lights, Big City|
One day I'll depreciate in value....
Only an hour and a half left before I’m done with work for the day. How sad is it that I’m typing this at work and saving it to a disk then adding it to blurty. They still haven’t hooked up the net to the this computer (I don’t think they ever will, you know how facilities works here;)) I def didn’t sleep well last night, I went to bed at midnight but woke up shaking at 2am when I had a dream about finding someone dead. The song View From Heaven by Yellowcard was running through my head not letting the image of the decaying arm escape my mind. I couldn’t go back to sleep, I was scared to close my eyes, esp. with the whole break in incident with Britney’s apartment. I took my golf club and went and sat at my computer. Marko (formerly of IPS) Imed me as soon as he saw that I was awake. I haven’t talked to him in forever. He’s stopped playing bass and now is promoting nightclubs and parties in Atlanta. I sent him some of the new photos I took and told me I was way to deep to be a good charlotte fan, a mest fan or even an IPS fan. He kept saying I would fit in well in his scene and I would be a lot happier. He said I seemed much more like a Goth then a pop punk girl. Talking to him took my mind off the dream so I was able to go back to bed after a while. Though yes I slept with my golf club clutched in my hands. This is the one time I wish I didn’t live alone. I mean if anything happened to me there’s no one that close to protect me. Its scary sleeping alone after something like that break in happened cause now every little sound makes me worry someone is breaking in, it’s like when I was little all over again. I have been so tired all day. But I went to class and work anyways. When I was walking to work after lunch with blue I saw a ROTC boy walking towards me, I made eye contact and it turns out it was Bill. He said Hi and asked me how I was doing and I did the same. He’s a cutie I must say. I seriously think I’m a sucker for any guy with baby blue eyes. They just seem so much more innocent, and we all know I love the sweet innocent ones who have very few friends;) I think its cause that’s how I feel I am, sweet and innocent with only a core group of friends. It helps reduce jealous as I always have time for the people I care about and feel it would be the same way if I liked a guy with only a few friends. I’m hoping Klemish has a party this weekend so I can hang out with Bill, maybe get to know him a little better considering all I know is that his name is Bill and he’s in ROTC;) Haley is hoping for a party to so I can get here invited so she can hang out with ducky. I must say though that Bill is a really fun name to say, it’s like saying Hoobastank! I’ve been studying like a mad woman for my Marine Mammals test that I have Friday. Yet I know that my major problem is understanding what he’s looking for in the questions on the test. Hmm what else to say? Spanish test tomorrow, not real worried about that one. I really really want some free time when I’m motivated so I can paint a painting, not sure what I’d pain, probably a band boy, but still I’d like the energy/ motivation/ time to do it. Last night blue and kandy went to a local hey Sherman show, supposedly the cute boy from St. Patty’s at Meg’s was the drummer in one of the bands. I’m waiting for blue to find out which one so I can stalk him and see if he’s old enough to officially stalk;) I still have an hour left, ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! I really wanna go to the mall to get my dress. I also am already bored with my black hair and wanna buy the Raw Pink Hair Dye and at least re-do the spot in my hair which is now a ugly brownish tan color. Tonight while studying both Spanish and marine mammals I need to make that girl her 2 shirts, though I still haven’t gotten the money for it. I better get it cause I def. owe Schmidty for the Yanks tix. Hmmm, I think that’s about all I have to say at this moment. This is def. improving my typing skills as I am typing while answering phones.;) Well, I’m gonna see if I can sneak into Laura’s office and post this from there, bye bye, Hugs, Cuddles (all very platonic), [I totally love that closing line, hehe]
Grrr, well that didn’t work, turns out the floppy drive on Laura’s computer doesn’t work. Hmph! Well it wasn’t a complete waste as I didn’t find out that Tino Martinez(Former 1st baseman for the Yanks, my fave 1st baseman) is now on the Tampa Bay Devil Rays. So now when I go to the game next Wednesday I’ll get to see a majority of my fave players. Unfortunately not Andy Fox or even Andy Pettitte, but come on, AROD will be there! I’m beyond psyched to see this, yea he won’t be in pinstripes as it is a road game, so it’s all about those road greys, but hey he’d be hot in nothing at all, wait, Duh he’d be hot in nothing at all;* Haha! Hey Blue, Licking Frogs! Hahahahaha PICTURE!! MUAHHAHAHAHA, I’m evil;) I can’t believe he’d never heard of licking frogs to get high, of all people that I would think would know that he is def. the first, I mean come on I’m the most innocent kid ever when it comes to drugs and I knew about it! 30 more minutes left and I’m out like a fat kid in dodge ball, I am totally rambling, whoever actually reads this is probably already bored out of their gourd and has stopped reading;) I think I might wear the Arod shirt I made to the game next week. It’s funny how baseball games are like the opposite of punk shows. You aren’t supposed to wear the shirt of the band you are going to see to a punk show, but hey you better represent what team you’re rooting for when ya go to a sports game;) When I saw the yanks play the mariners back in the days when Arod played for them I word my pinstriped yanks jersey, and then I painted my nails, 1 hand was painted blue with white letters that said Jeter and my other hand was painted mariner green and said Arod in navy blue letters. So yes, my eccentric, obsessive nature is not a new development by any means! I haven’t been to a game in like 4 years so I’m very excited to be seeing my boys again. Lalalalala, I am soooooooooooo bored I just can’t bring myself to study right now, I studied all through when I was working earlier and also all through music class. I’m studied out for the time. I really wanna make myself a new halter top. I have a cool black one Lauren gave me and I love how it looks so now I want ones in other colors? Did you know that according to the Microsoft Word spell check, Humph is a word but Hmph is not. What in the world does Humph mean? Just more useless knowledge, I’m full of it! I’m full of something;) haha, sorry. Boredom has def. got to me. Ok It’s time to go, finally! Paty up in here! Word!