|Current mood:|| geeky|
|Current music:||NorthStar - Is This Thing Loaded|
You're Barely Scrapping By....
Ok so I wrote this earlier today and it was pretty long and stuff and half way through my computer decided to restart and erase it. So this is the shorter version and much more tired version;) Well I def. got some news that made me sad today. RYan isn't gonna be here for my graduation:( That sucks, he was my pink haired cheering squad! So that sucks. And then i found out that my neighbor, Britney, was the one who's apartment got broken in to fri while she was in the shower. Scary stuff! I sooooooo live in the ghetto! I've been living with a 3 iron by my side all weekend. It sucks! My mom wants me to buy mase, but I have no idea where you'd even buy that! Like you can't just go to walmart and be like I need mase. hook me up! Or Can I? Who knows! Michelle also told me she heard some one hung them self in Brownlie, i don't know if it's true but that def. freaks me out and makes me really really sad. I wish someone could have helped that person so that didn't happen. I know what it's like to be that down and have no one to turn to. It's hard but there's always a reason to keep living. Yea, My reason turned out to be Good Charlotte, but it really doesn't matter what the reason is as long as it keeps you from doing anything permanant.
Ok off the depressing topics, I'm actually not that depressed considering, I'm feeling a little better then i have lately.(Not as happy as I was at the mest show, but hey it was MEST!). I found the dress I wanna wear for graduation, it's pink and short and i like it cause it's more grown up then like my sun dresses or whatever. I might get it tomorrow if I can get to the mall. I posted my resume on monster.com yet have no idea still what kind of job I want. I did find out that if I wanna move to CA I can get a job with Hurley, Vans, Independent and a million other skate lines. Maybe I'll work in the Melbourne area till I have enough money to move out there and get a real job. Tomorrow I think I'm gonna talk to Todd, the music director at work and see if he knows of any labels I could apply to work for. Cause that would rock! Ok, I think that's it for now, I'm talking to Haley online cause we are talking about stalking boys, and you know I love talking about that;) So Hugs, Cuddles (all very Platonic), the Roaming Knome (sorry had to throw in the Bill reference seeing as I was talking about stalking;))