|Current mood:|| bouncy|
|Current music:||Jagged Edge -I Got It|
what a day...
yeh, yesterday was pretty crappy puking my guts out...nope, no sir, not fun at all. Today, I decided to go to church. It was nice. I've been mentally battling this for so long. I believe in God don't get me wrong, but I'm not so sure about BELONGING TO A RELIGION?...I mean how can you belong to something that isn't even an organized thingy? Furthermore, if all of those people in ORGANIZED RELIGION were as Christianly as they claim, the pastor would NOT have to sit there and BEG for offerings. If you insist on being part of ORGANIZED RELIGION at least follow the doctrine and tithe your 10% for heaven's sake.
I saw Austin happy for the first time in a while yesterday :) Everyone just wants to help him, but I don't. I know what it's like when you just have no hope left...not the extent by any means that he does, but this is something that he has to work,discover,enforce,think of, make it happen...himself.
I miss chris...he hasn't be on in a couple of days...I LOVE CHRIS KELVIN SO MUCH :D Got stuff worked out with Melissa...glad that is gone and out of the way. I can't wait to see him...people he is the epitomy of amaingness..AIGH! well I guess I'm going to go grab some kind of tv dinner and talk to peoples online hoping that Chris will bless me with his presence. Sorry bout all the bold today...I'm just on fire of a good mood.