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i wrote two poems today..actually, 5 but im toucching up the other 3 tonite.
first ones about a girl i know.
the second is about god.
well, if you read them, thats quite obvious.
now, read on.
feminine of david
everyday when i poison myself
i think of me and you
and i think of our little talks
and i think of that old photograph of me and you
and i can read my own mind
way back when i hated you
i pretended to love you, and i think i really did
oh sweet divine girl
you were more than my best friend
you were my first life lesson
of loce and pain
of hate and hidden messages
left
like a little kid
whos mother hates him and abuses him
but he just takes it
he doesnt know her
but he loves her, so he just nods his head
and says okay, shes right
im horrible
and he just takes the pain
those hidden messages
left
like a teenage girl
whos daddy used to hit her
and come in her room at night
and when she gets a boyfriend
she says she'll never be like her mother
never let that happen
until she does something wrong
and it happens
history repeats itself
and she just accepts it
theyre all alike
and she just doesnt know
and she just takes the pain
like i took the pain
and accepted you were better than me
and you always told me
and you always reminded me
acceptance is the key to pain
oh sweet divine girl
can i desert you
but you know, i won't worry.
i have an easy going mind
i can take it
by myself, right...
well not today
not at all
im scared
im hurt
i need your help
i need your guiding
i need you now
but im not ready for comitment
so can i just desert you later
like a one night stand
but i need your help for now
i need help from you now
will you be there for me
will you be ther for me now?
wil lyou stay for me when i need you again?
i hope your not too busy for me
like i am for you
i hope i can leave afterwards
and go back to hating you
and go back to lonliness
and go back to arrogance and ignorance
without you
please god
i need you now
maybe not again
maybe not after
or ever for now
please got
can i desert you after
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