|Current mood:|| loved|
|Current music:||do people honestly always listen to music???|
No, i was not drinking if that's what you were thinking! I'm just winding down from a weekend i believe was well deserved haha, i pretty much told you all about it already but i want to give the low down on what happened between me and my wonderful boyfriend.
*Me and Kyle started "taking a break" on i think Wednesday night. It wasn't a big deal, we didn't break up or anything...hell no...but we were just going to not hang out for a little bit and see what happened. Well he had that hockey tournament this weekend and of course i was at every single game (even the one at 8 o'clock saturday morning) On Friday night after the game we exchanged some conversation but not a whole lot. Then on Saturday, we decided we were going to have a bonfire out at lindsay's cottage. It was Me, Kyle, Brad, Lindsay, Jeff Olsen, Cj, Paulie, Benny B, my cousin Chelsea, Kaitlin, and Jimmy K. We were sitting on like opposite sides of the fire and just hanging out w/ everyone else like the best friends we all are. Yet, as the night wore on people moved chairs and walked around and after a while Kyle was right next to me haha. We were there for about 15-20 minutes, and then he just looked at me, grabbed my hand, and was like "hey, come here" So as everyone was watching (you have to understand CJ i guess to understand the craziness of that) He pulled me over to his chair and sat me right on his lap haha. It was sooo cute, Kait and Linds both gave me this look and I was just smiling ear to ear. I just knew things would be ok at that moment, i could tell just by the way his arms were around me. He had to go so i walked him to his car, and i told him how i was sorda confused because of the whole "break" thing but we didn't talk besides that...we just sorda umm...didn't talk HAHA! (you can catch my drift). Lindsay told me how right after we left to the cars, Kaitlin looked at her and said "so you think it's over" haha and then Jeff, Cj, Lindsay, and Kait held a conversation about us. How great, i don't even wanna know what was said. Well then on Sunday we talked like regular and today he came over and we watched a movie and just did stuff like normal. Cept it was different this time, i feel more strongly for him right now than i ever have. I really didn't think that it was possible. When he had to leave i said "see ya later" and he said "when" and i said "whenever you want" and he said "i'll call you in the morning" hehe.*
Ok i honestly feel like i just wrote a really really cheezy short story. Wait a minute, there's the story of my life. It's a big fat cheezy short story. But i wouldn't change this aspect of it for anything.