|Current mood:|| pessimistic|
|Current music:||"where is the love" By black eyes peas and JT|
Question for ALLYC
WHO IS BEN?? I'm reading your soap opera life go down and i don't even know the characters haha. Is he from here? How'd you meet? What does he look like? What's his last name? I wanna know the works man! I had an ultimately shitty few days...really bad! I mean crawl in a hole and hide from the world bad! I think i'll just cut off my arms and legs so that i have an excuse not to leave my house...whatdya think??
I'm in a red light, it's something i learned from the speaker i went to, he is really smart. I could connect w/ exactly everything he was saying and i'm just now realizing that. I have to make some changes, but i don't know what those changes should be. It seems like everything that is wrong is 100% out of my control. I can't control being in love w/ kyle...cause i undoubtly am...And i can't control taking off my braces, i can't control school starting, i can't control other people...So i honestly do not know what to do. It really sucks, i feel so powerless.