|Current mood:|| irritated|
|Current music:||Kelly Clarkson "Miss Independent" CUZ I AM|
Irritable and PISSED OFF!
Oh My fucking gosh!!!! I just spent like 15 fucking minutes typing my whole problem and I accidently deleted it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyways I have to start all over again. So...my friend has this boyfriend right now and she totally ignores me. Now I'm not jealous of her or anything, but everytime she has a boyfriend she totally ignores me...This just isn't the first time, it's happened before. She will call me and tell me all her b/f problems and when I try to tell her my problems or what's going on in my life she will not really listen. She will go back to her problems and expect me to listen! I'm tired of listening to everyone elses problems and no one listening to mine!!!!!!!! You know what I mean???? I know when you get a boyfriend you don't hang out with your friends that much, but come on...How can you get a boyfriend and not even talk to your good friend who always listens to your problems. I'm tired of being there when she feels like she wants to hang out with me. PLUS...you won't even believe this...We had plans to go see my movie Finding Nemo when it came out cuz I absolutely love fish. I collect everything that has to do with fish...my whole room is fish! Everyone knows how much I love them! So we had plans to go see the movie...I was so excited when it was almost out...It's all I talked about...how much I wanted to see it! So what does she do...she's sees the movie without me!!!!!!!! Can you flipping believe that??????????????????????????????????????????? After we had plans to and she knew how much I had my heart set on seeing it. She's goes with her boyfriend cuz he wanted to see it too! That would be like me going to a Justin Timberlake movie without her (she LOVES J.T.) I would have never done that! Seriously it may not seem like a big deal to some people, but it is to me! It's just the idea why would you do that to your best friend???? Normally I wouldn't make a big deal about a movie, but I am for this one!!!!!! I'm seriously done listening to her problems and her not listening to mine!! So when she breaks up with him she will be calling me all the time wanting to hang out and I won't be there! OKAY that felt good to vent for a little bit! I feel much better!
I think I need to smoke pot right now! I haven't smoked in the longest time and I think that's why I'm irritable. I can't smoke though cuz I'm looking for a job and I don't know if I will have to do a drug test! It sucks though...going from smoking every day to just quitting cold turkey!!!! Anyways I gotta go cuz my show is coming on. TTYL.