<3 Always Jen (babybrowneyes) wrote, @ 2003-07-24 22:22:00

Current mood:

angry

Convo..between Vanessa and I....it explains a little why I am pissed....


xPidyPwincessx:see I feel like I wanna fucking take something sharp and put it through my ear and then mash my own fucking brains out...cuz I can't take it any more
xPidyPwincessx: but I am not going to do that ...cuz then they would win
xPidyPwincessx: and fuck them
DrummerCrazy2003: aww poor baby
xPidyPwincessx: sorry...I feel really bad cuz I am like venting and shit on you
xPidyPwincessx: sowwy
xPidyPwincessx: *hugglies*
xPidyPwincessx: I just needed to talk to someone
DrummerCrazy2003: don't worry about it
DrummerCrazy2003: ;-)
DrummerCrazy2003: i'm here for you
xPidyPwincessx: I am *so* glad you are online
xPidyPwincessx: I just *so* wanna scream!!!!
DrummerCrazy2003: go ahead
DrummerCrazy2003: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DrummerCrazy2003: >:o
xPidyPwincessx: then they would come upstairs and beat my ass
DrummerCrazy2003: well type it out
xPidyPwincessx: but ya know what? I almost fucking care anymore....it's just a matter of seconds that I am going to fucking snap...I have held all my anger in for 18 years of my life....all the way from my dad beating the shit out of me on a daily basis...to my mom calling me fucking fat and asking me if I was fucking jealous of her...and from my brother tormenting the hell out of me
xPidyPwincessx: I just don't fucking get it...I really really REALLY fucking don't.....I have ALWAYs taken shit from everyone in my fucking family...and I have never done anything to them
xPidyPwincessx: no matter what my brother does....like him putting nair in my hair spray bottle ....to throwing me up against the wall cuz I had the same shirt on....to threatening to kill my dad...he is the fucking Goddess of the house...

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