<3 Always Jen (babybrowneyes) wrote, @ 2003-07-25 14:55:00

Current mood:

disappointed

well I am a little better today than I was yesterday...but I am confused...and somewhat hurt...okay hurt A lot....get this....
Nate was going to take Riggie,Chrissy and Justin and I out tonight....but everyone blew him off....so Nate has decided to blow me off....wtf?...just whatever...
he was all like....well I can blow them off tomorrow if you just wanna spend time with me and blah blah blah,,,,you are more important to me cuz you're my best friend....and blah blah blah....now he decides that I am not good enough or something...and he tells me he just thinks that he will visit his grandpa....I hate to tell him but I FUCKING LEAVE FOR COLLEGE IN LESS THAN A MONTH...and he "so called" "wants to spend every free second with me...." well fuck that....cuz you lied....

*tears rolling down my cheeks*
Am I really that worthless?
or annoying
or dumb
or ugly?

well I hope so....cuz it will make you hate me a lot easier.

<3333
Jen

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