| Current mood: | scared |
Decided to post here and my reg journal, since maybe people know more stuff about piercings, even though I should be an expert myself.
Oh my gooood! My ear! Oh god! There is something seriously wrong with my body lately... I dont know what to do, I cant touch my ear but Ive got to take out the studs because the whole top of my ear has swollen to the size of... I dont know,somthing NOT NORMAL for my ear to be swollen to. It feels like an earlobe when its supposed to be CARTILAGE! Oh its so puffy and it hurts so bad and I just want the studs out but I cant touch it long enough to grab and yank because it hurts so fucking bad... what the hell do I do?! Ive already taken some pills for the insane amount of swelling thats happening, and I tried to ice it but that wears off in seconds, hardly long enough to grab them, and theres no way Im leaving them in to give me a lymphatic infection like it has in the past... its making me sick to touch them, because they hurt so bad. I need my momma... ow oh god it hurts so bad. And I had a dream that someone shot me in the head on the first day of school, but it was really my ear I had rolled over on to, so that made me really upset because it was the first day of school and my ear fucking woke me up again. You just cant believe how huge it is... it will start to eat the earrings soon, I bet, if I dont get them the crap out. What do I do?!
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