Awesome Girl (awesome_girl) wrote, @ 2004-06-17 00:29:00

the campers go marching one by one...
This is probably going to be my last post for a long time. I leave for camp in... 13 hours. It doesn't feel like it's really happening yet. I dunno... it's weird.

My beloved Fozzy joined his momma in heaven today. I'm glad I said goodbye to him this afternoon. I knew it was going to happen when Squishy and I left for town. It hasn't really hit me yet. I think I'm in denial. The freshly scattered dirt in the woods should have hit me... but it didn't.

I'm sort of sad about leaving for camp tomorrow. I won't get to talk to my friends and I'm leaving when things are a little shaky between my dad and I. I didn't even get to say good bye... he went to his room and fell asleep. Sometimes I feel like he hates me. I know that isn't true though.

I'm nervous about camp too. I don't know if I'll do a good job. I don't know if I'll know what I'm doing... haha. I didn't know I had to have my health form signed by a doctor until today... so I'm in a little trouble. And... I really hope they have separate shower stalls. I'm NOT shower naked with others girls. That's just not going to happen. Curly and I will smell for all we care, haha.

Well... I guess this is it for awhile. Adios... *sob*

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