| Current mood: |  loved |
| Current music: | His breathing really is almost like music to my ears. |
Wow...
*breathes in one again from the feeling of being next to him. Crawls out of bed once he's finally dozed off and walks to the lap top where he just updated; turns back and glances towards him smiling happily before putting my hands to the keys. Goes to his update and starts reading...*
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Never in my life did I think I would find someone as sweet and more than perfect than Joel is. There was a time when I had thought boys sucked too. And I swore to myself that I would never love anyone anymore. But Joel, in so many ways brought me to my senses and made me realize that true love does exsist.
I'd have to say that tonight was the best feeling in the whole the world. We made love the for first time and everything seemed so perfect as our bodies were intertwined as one. Each time he ran his fingers through my hair these feelings on contentment washed over me. I knew that he was the one person that I could spend my intire life with and not have to worry about a damn thing. It feels like if he's my by side I can accomplish almost anything.
He's right about the words in a dictionary.. I could never ever find the perfect word to describe how he makes me feel. And this love that I have for him, is stronger than the word "love", it's much more powerful and different. It's not "love" because love is over-rated. It's just more than that.
There are things in life that are inevitable; I am powerless to control them. The Sun will rise and set, the tide will come in and go out, the seasons will change, the birds will fly South for the winter and return in the spring, and the caterpiller will transform itself into a butterfly. Just like my love for you.
Joel, from the moment we met, I knew that our friendship would develop into something lasting and precious, just as I am sure that the caterpiller will one day become a beautiful butterfly. I believe that our love is blessed by God. It is a union of two spirits destined for everlasting happiness. Thus, you have truly become the star of my life which brings me light in this dark world, and warmth when I need it. You offer me the promise of renewal, the joy of living, the peace of mind that comes from sharing and caring, and that shoulder to lean on in times of stress. You are my life and I will cherish you and love you forever.
Thank you, Joel. Thank you for making my life complete.
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