quite an irony that for not having been around for long, i've found myself yet again, in a comfort zone. certainly very odd. could it be, that it's time to reset everything back to zero once more? maybe pack up for life elsewhere for an extended period, get things all sorted out before deciding what to do with my life?
perhaps the Taipei trip was a wake-up call.
i love my colleagues. i love my boss. i really do. as human, he's a great, generous, funny guy. but as a boss, i really just wanna strangle the last bit of air out of him. i don't like the way things are progressing at work, and i certainly don't like the way they're putting me on a fast track of everything where i am right now, quite sick and not as capable as i want to be.
this is supposed to just spin money. and nothing else. no strings of emotions whatsoever attached. why can't i just discard my so-called "conscience" and just fall into the abyss of no-thinking?
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