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I am a bad girl. And i am feeling so hot right now.  I was off yesterday.. i started seriously drinking shortly after my last entry. i was good. i think i poured my 1st drink after 2:30 pm. but thats not what i want to write about. Joey came home, we chilled.. Kyle came over. Joey mentioned doing the extacy he had left.. But it's a gell coated powder. So we each licked our finger and rubbed it under our tongue, and followed it ith a swig of something. Kyle was also eating those legal mushrooms that they picked, along with it. Also, there was some E left, so i made him snort it. Cause i don't snort.. And Joey seemed to be done for the night. Kyle left. cause he was feelin the e.. and i later found out that he was horny. I went for a coke run with Joey, and i can't remember for the life of me.. Where we went. All i remember is Joey saying something like: "Ron told me that hott bitch's been askin about me" I told him to bring me home... So he could go out. He said he'd rather spend his time with me. It made me kind of happy, but i want more. Kayla, kyle's girlfriend (who looks like the sister in the PBS show "arthur") made him drive out to center morriches before telling him that she wouldn't see him that night. So he came back.. We smoked so much weed last night (well.. he did. I let him have at it. I prob owe him that much anyhow over the years lol). Joey apparently fell asleep while we were still watching "The Chaos Theory" with Val Kilmer (one of Joey's idol's). It must have been during that movie, that he suggested rolling a joint. Then.. Once again, it was his idea to do shotties. I almost feel like he needed to know as bad as i did.. that he was as honest to god attracted to me.. as i am to him. After he kissed me.. i stepped off and asked about kayla. I can't see them together for any reason at all.. but she's nice. He stopped and thought about it for a second, and i asked why he'd still hook up with me. His response was "i think you're kinda cute, autumn." He kept kissing and touching me. So i let him. We made out all night. He left at like 4:10 AM. We were outside for a while too.. trying not to be seen by Joey. I was wearing flip flops, and apparently it was like 29 degrees. But his hands all over my body made me so hot. After last night, i feel like i could have made a river. he toldme that he usually doesn't like really skinny girls. but i think i may have changed his mind, last night. he had his hands all over me, and he said that "i feel good" Icase the situtaion wasn't clear, Kyle is supposed to be off limits. The day that Neen invited me over Frank's house, when she moved in there, Kyle and Frank picked me up. I wanted Neen. But she wanted Kyle. And his illnesses were extremely overplayed. By the way she blew me off.. i seriously thought he was dieing. Everything was gravy. neen was crazy.. i chose her side anyway.. and when Jill (Frank's x became his new girlfriend.. i knew things were crazy. Jill, Lindsay, and I are the only people to know about his bulemia.. i feel like Jill told kyle. Still.. i may be tthe only person that cares that knows that frank's dad is a crack head. Jill's out of the picyure, but there are still people that don't want us together whatsoever. I need to sleep. I want money, damnit. The only thing that makes me happy about nweekends is the breakfast. i don't have money for it right now. BUT I WANT BREAKFAST Post a comment in response: |
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