I should be cleaningggg...
Kyle and i took a big step in our friendship today lol.. We exchanged numbers. I am so retarded lol. He didn't know that i already had his, from when it was Frank's phone. He facebook messaged me.. i told him i was goin to the laundrymat.. but we could chill out and get stoned together afterwards. Then he said to call him when i'm done to see if he's around. I did call, but to tell him not to worry about the ride, cause the bus would come any second.
I woke up at like 6:15 this morning, and couldn't fall back to sleep. I was stressing so hard about money. Rent's due this paycheck, and i was supposed to pay part of my LIPA bill last week, but i couldn't, and i was worried about how much i'd have to pay this week. Along with still affording weed. It all worked out.. I finally found that bill, and the due date was only like last week. Also, apparently they felt bad that they smashed 5 months of bills on me at once, and set me up with a payment plan. I didn't know that they do that lol. So i only payed $75, and a lil more every month. LIPA is really nice people. Now all i have to worry about is controlling myself the rest of the week.. cause i have like $40 left. And hoping to god that my phone doesn't get shut off before i can promise verizon to pay them next week. And hope that my gas bill isn't overdue yet. However, by the time i pay those off, i'll have another month's bills to pay. i'm wondering when the hell i'll be able to send aunt carm a check to start paying her back for my deposit. It's been like 9 months, and i still owe her the whole $650 i borrowed. Fuck my life. Also, i owe my mom $310 (i believe). I don't feel super guilty about that one.. i mean.. i never asked for that much. Plus, she spent that $800 (or whatever it totalled) from the money she put aside for me from my "rent" when i lived there.. so i can "get a car or pay a deposit for a place". And i have been kind of gyped lately.. On a
{gyped = how she could have easily helped me / how she has helped me}
scale. Still, it wasn't my money.. and i'd like to pay her back. I'm just not in a rush for that one. The cunt won't even return my phonecalls.
I did laundry today. It's gay getting there early, cause it throws off my whole routine. I always throw the clothes in the wash, then go to Wendy's. But when i go early, i walk outside.. and realize that they don't open until 11. Today, that was exactly when my clothes would be ready for the dryer. I had 20 minutes. So i went behind the building and smoked some pot by the dumpsters. Put the clothes in the dryer, and went. Risky.. there's no locks on the dryers lol. Wendy's is always so weird there in the afternoon. It's a steady flow of highschoolers on their lunch break. And they're all so well dressed and trendy lol. I ate, took a hit in the restroom, and made my getaway. Hopped the bus back, and here i am.
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