are you still listening (aurora10118) wrote, @ 2006-04-27 10:50:00

The Long Dark Road Out Of Insanity
So yeah.. the last couple days have been extreme..
first off..
the show went amazing..
thats all i can say..

rich.. an old roommate.. and someone i thought was a friend.. had our power cut off..
so for 3 days.. we were 12 crazy ass kids in a dark ass house with nothing to do but drink and play acoustic music.
so last night.. darwin drinks a bunch of this beer he made out of wormwood..
wormwood causes madness..
darwin went mad.
we fought.
for a long time.
it was exhausting.
we broke lots of stuff.
Like my nose.. his throat.. things like that.
and somehow.. in all of that.. andyman got his head busted open.
power is back on today.
you can almost watch the craziness seep out of everyone.
the madness of the night finally turning into the laughter of the morning.
me, andy, and darwin are still covered in blood.
and im sore as a mother fucker.
darwin says i choked him out three times.
i dont remember really.
except the last time i choked him out.
(darwin is also my drummer)
this is like the third time me and darwin have hooked up.
he's getting better.
i used to be able to take him with ease.
last night.
well.
im covered in blood.

i dont have a girlfriend anymore.
though we havent been dating for a couple months.
we arent talking anymore i guess.
why?
because every girl i get with.. goes insane.
its all my fault.
im a terrible person.
and i dont even know what i do.

i hurt.
i was super depressed yesterday.
i drank from the moment i woke up untill me and darwin fought.
i didnt eat all day.
SLOW DEATH BABY. SLOW DEATH.

anyways.
fuck the man
i love you all
<3,
&rew

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