|Current mood:|| drained|
|Current music:||makeover - xtina lol|
- .he brings life to my fantasys. -
- Today is September 11th. Im staying home from school though. My moms makin me get this blood test done where i have to fast for a day then they take my blood. uggh i hate needles. Its to make sure that im not low on iron or sumthing since ive been sick lately and because of what happened at Kelseys dads on Sunday.
- Jake and Dillon are suppose to be coming over tomorrow but i dont know if they are because my mom said only one of them can come but hopefully Brian will talk her into letting both of them come. i have a feeling if only one of them is coming its going to be Dillon.. blah.. Maybe illl go swingin with Erin instead i hope so. kelseys suppose to be spending the night so shed have to come too.
- I was talking to Raegan about going to Brandees one weekend and doing ex but i dont know now. We were suppose to do it this weekend but shes going to Traceys. The more i think about it the scarier it seems but at the same time i want to try it. Dillon wants me to take it with Jake lmao. But im not ready for that. Ive been thinking about all the people that have died recently and its just shoking and freaky to think that we could die any day any hour any minute. you never know when its your time. And like all my friends r starting more complex drugs like Coke and shit that really scares me. i dont know what i would do if anyone of them oded. Everyone says it would be their fault and they would deserve it but that still doesnt make it right or any better. i just wish they would stop or just think twice.. do they even relize after that one pill they could be on their last minutes r those couple hours that you feel high r they worth risking the rest of your life. i dont want to end up like Mia or Todd dead at 18 or younger.
well i guess im guna go but ill post later yall -peace n love xoxx- xp