|Current mood:|| happy|
well...quite the interesting weekend/monday if i do say so. Anyways disregard any pervious comments with guys now im with this kid jake. He's...amazing. I just can't describe him at all. I love how i can lay down on him and just open my eyes and he's the first thing i see. He's such an interesting kid too..from what i picked up he is relativly emotionally stable and has been dealing with the past 16 years on his own but he wants someone to be there and he wants someone to care about. like tonight when we were just laying there i put my arms around him and he automaticly put his head onto my chest. it was almost like he was relived like it was something he had been needing for so long. And while I love it when he holds me i defently make the effort to hold him whenever i get the chance because it feels like he doesn't have that many people who care enough about him to do that. plus i made him blush haha it was funny..he was like do you want to watch a movie or just lay here and cuddle? and im like eh either way is good i just like being with you and he seemed really happy and blushed and kind of looked away but smiled and said he felt the same way. it was really an amazing night but i think i got him in trouble for keeping him out late. ::sigh:: it will be good when i have my own place in middlebury.