|Current mood:|| drained|
|Current music:||saves the day|
..this weekend has been none the less tiring. I am so sick of this routine that happens more time then not. I hate being used so other people can do the things they want, then regret them and then come to me in response. I hate having to explain myself over every little thing i say and do. And then be expected to have a meaning behind every little thing..well that's not me and that's not how i am but beacuse other people are that way they think i should be too. I hate avoiding phone calls from people i care about because i'm already in a negative mood and don't want to get pissed of at that for being in one. I'm going absoultly crazy here with the people in my life, it's too crazy, it's too much. and while i love my friends here..i'm going to move out in a few months and move AWAY. get out of this state. It seems to be the only thing that's keeping me sane is the fact that i will soon be out.