Well, I know for sure, that soon enough, I'm going to have to let you in on my creepy little secret.
You're all suspicious as to how I have all these friends from different networks on my facebook, and sooner or later, im going to have to show you...whatever the hell this thing is. I dunno, I've kinda been doing this for a long time now, I dont tell many people about it. Hope you don't think its too weird...
but umm. I dunno, I figure I might as well go ahead and talk to you about all the stuff we never get around to talking about...or maybe stuff Im too embarrassed to say to you in person...not that it wont be any less embarrassing having you read it but whatever. Ur not a very romantic guy, sorry to say, lol, not that thats too much of a bad thing, but it just makes saying some of the stuff I want to say to you awkward. Cuz I've always been a hopeless romantic, ever since I was small. But the great thing about you is...you're my boyfriend...yes, but you're also like somewhat of a best friend. I dont have to pretend to be someone I'm not around you. I can say stuff like: My footsies are cold, and :Give me kisses! And as much as you make fun of me, you'll end up warming up my cold footsies, or giving me my kisses.
You humor me with so much. You put up with so much from me, it's insane. And sometimes I wonder, which one of us is the lucky one. You're sure as hell not that lucky to have me, Im so far from perfect its painful...And Im not saying you're Jesus or anything...it's just. You're smart for one thing, if not a genius in school, you know what you're doing, and know what you're talking about almost all of the time. You never get yourself into anything you cant get out of, and never say anything unless it's true...or you honestly think it is.
I like you best with music.
Sitting in the back seat of a car, a serious beat comes on and you're suddenly all alive, bouncing in your seat, barking. lmfao. Singing the lyrics to me or anyone else who'll listen. You make me laugh, and smile so much. I actually cant remember the last time i smiled with my real smile more than my fake one. I also cant remember the last time someone could tell the difference between the two.
i dunno what the fuck im trying to say.
It's prolly cuz of this stupid movie i saw or whatever, and i dunno, at least now, if you die tmorro or something, you'll know that you're kinda awesome, and yes I did notice.
And sometimes...i know i bitch alot, and I try not too...but no matter what I say, or what you think I'm trying to say...life is too short to be angry with you, too short to waste pouting because you want to play your stupid game for a minute. Just, you make me happy so much sometimes, that I forget I should be trying to make you happy too, and thus, the bitching. Ill try and cut back on that lol. Sorry...
but yeah....if this was too mushy for you, my bad. But you prolly know me a lot better than most people now, after reading all this shit hahahah.
luv ya babbbyyyyyyyyy <3
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