|Current mood:|| bored|
|Current music:||Ohio is for Lovers - Hawthorne Heights|
She Seeks the Answers
So instead of working all day last Sunday I spent it in the Emergency Room. I guess I severly sprained my ankle, sometimes I really suck. I had to wear a brace and air cast all week and I got pain pills. It looks pretty nasty but it doesn't hurt that bad anymore so I didn't wear the brace today because I wanted to wear capris.
My parents took good care of me. They came out yesterday to bring my meds and we went out to dinner. I think I appreciate them more as I get older. It's hard to appreciate them when I live there though, I don't know, I just go crazy when I live there. Being out of the house makes me see things differently I suppose. Some people aren't as lucky as I am and I know it. I'm glad my parents aren't divorced and I'm glad my parents don't smoke pot with me b/c I know lots of parents that do with their kids. My parents are perfect for me I guess you could say.
I've been feeling kinda emo tonite. I dunno what brought it on either. I guess the fact that I haven't had a lot of homework and more time to think. Although I have tons of friends, the best I could ask for, I still feel kind of lonely sometimes. Like I know there's something way better out there but I'm so tired of waiting, I just want it to be here now. Sometimes when I get drunk, it intensifies more and I say dumb stuff, sorry if you have even been present during one of my drunk crying emo moments (and there have been more than one) but they just pop up out of know and I totally regret them the next day and wish they never happened. I suppose I am jealous sometimes but all I want is someone to nap with and play uno with and go to shows and just do nothing with. I miss having that. In a way I don't want to post this because then whoever reads it will read it and see it as a weakness. But I guess there's no hiding it. Oh well I guess I am done whining now.
Anyone that wants to go and see Matchbook Romance, Hidden in Plain View, and Midtown in Clifton Park on November 13th for $10 let me know, I am driving.