|Current mood:|| angry|
i give up
im sick of it. im sick of everything around me. nothing makes sense to me anymore. everything is wrong and doesnt seem like it will ever be right again. amazing how quickly the enemy can make your life hell. life can turn to crap in a split second. right now i hate everything and i wish i could just disappear. i dont care about anything anymore. i have lost all motivation and all drive. maybe im only talkin this way for the moment, but i guess i need to vent some how without people hearing me cry for once. im just going through the motions of my life everyday, like a zombie. and the worst part is who knows when it will end. probably never. im in hell. thanks alot.