Change and Rage
Last time I checked not being a conformist was a good thing. But apparently the rules have changed while I was sitting on the bench. My mom wants me to be a match for this house. This life. But no way in heck am I going to do that. My orriginality and sloppyness are the two things that I actually like about myself. And recently there hasnt been much that I like. Then she asks me why I'm so angry all the time. Honestly, I dont know myself. I'm angry because my father likes my brother more then me and then he doesnt listen to my opinions when I critizie him, because I dont have many close friends taht I can depend on, because I hate this house and I hate the money behind it, becaue I hate being lost. That's why I'm angry mom. I suppose it could be worse. I could be angry at something I could change... wouldnt that be terrible...