| Current mood: |  contemplative |
| Current music: | Silence. |
Afraid sometimes.
It's weird how being off line for a bit can make me afraid. Afraid that everyone I talked to before the computer incident will forget me.
It's happened before. I came back and they all hated me because they thought I purposely abandoned them. Why would I abandon someone I care alot about? I care alot about my online friends. Sometimes more so then the friends I see IRL.
It's lonely without my computer. It's lonely, and boring, and you can say I have no life if you want, but...these people know me the way most people never will. They know I'm silly...they know I write weird parodies. They know I RP. They know I write fan fiction. They know my poetry is sucky, and yet they don't care...you know?
Sure, I have a life beyond this. We all do...(Well, some of us have more then others...I have less..x.x) But, my life on here is somehow just as important as my life out there.
I miss my online friends when I'm gone. I miss 2.0 asking me to RP every hour or so. I love that. I miss Jay Bird Putting "::Cuddles::" in our IM every so often, even if we haven't said anything to each other in an hour and a half. I miss jamie sending me the conversations he has with losers in email, or IMing me the latest scoop on the "who's really a girl" scene. LOL
I guess I just wanted to say that...I miss you guys.
-A
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