|Current mood:|| crushed|
|Current music:||Email My Heart|
Ship is sailing
I've had it. I done with all this crying. I am 22 years old and still wallowing over a past love? God, I'm such a loser. Anyway, I can see clearly that I read him wrong. I believed in everything he said when its obvious he doesn't care. A friend once told me "the one who makes the effort is the one worth worrying about." Very true right? I'll finally take that advice. He hasn't made any effort to let me know how he feels, then why should I continue to chase after him? And why should I continue to make a fool of myself. It's all good, this ship has put up her mast and is set to sail.
I was so angry today that I felt like sending another email and giving him a piece of my mind, but I realized...its really not worth it anymore. I'd rather have other people read my babbling, rather than email him again. Sooo, what else is new? Oh yes, I finished the a dress sample for my little cousin. I am making her gown for a scholarship pageant that she is participating in. I'm so excited! I hope she wins! *keep fingers crossed*
Moving on with love, I think I should get back into the dating scene again. After all, I set the whole dating scene aside, because I thought there was a chance with mr. wonderful. Dead wrong. Sometimes I think he's not making the decisions himself..but I'll never know. Oh well.
Here's another topic: Some guy left a message on my guestbook saying "Nice DSL" When I read that, I was extremely appalled that he had the audacity to leave such a thing! Men! Where are the nice ones?