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chris's *suprize*
aight. i know i already dun told ya'll bouts chris but if not here goes the quickest dl on chris u'll eva hear. i've known chris since da times of heavy worldin wit aleecia. i alwayz thought he was a qt n kinda wished he would talk to me more den wut was goin on. well i stopped goin skatin so much n i really didn't c much of chris. den i started goin out wit him dude. he transfered to amherst n i started talkin to him alot cuz his dude bein my bf n all. well we hang out allllllllll da time. we walk to all our classes togetha, talk to him everyday b4 n after school, n talk to him on da phone alot. well i broke-up wit his dude n den things kinda changed. everytime we walked to class he'd gimme a hug b4 he went to class. i didn't think nothin of it ya know we just tight like dat. well we alwayz was flirty since like day 1 since we met each otha. well flirtin kinda got heavier but it ain't nothin like to think we was a 'thang' or w/e. ya know?! well today was just like every otha. when i gots to skool me n lmp went in to da cafetorium like alwayz. we stood talkin to jeremy, chris, matt, joe, n just da normal crew we always hang wit. well after da bell rings to start skool, we all walk to chris' locka n he gets his stuff den we walk to studyhall n he puts his stuff in der. on our way walkin to my class *as alwayz* chris gave me a hug n jeremy made da comment "man i thought ya'll was gonna kiss or sum'in". i shook it off n was like "yea right". i talked to chris 2nd period like alwayz n jeremy was bein obnoxious to lmp so she stormed off n me b chris walked towards our classes like we alwayz do. we got to da steps where he leaves n goes upstairs while i go down da hall right next to it. he gave me a hug den he left. b4 lunch i saw him again n gave him da note i wrote him. *hug* n he left to go to class. here's where it all ain't 'routine' no more. i came down da hall from my 3rd period class to meet lmp n jeremy, talk a bit, den off to 4th. well me n chris was by my class like we alwayz do n stopped to talk a bit. i gave him a hug n he looked at me n.... he kissed me. i didn't know wut to do. chris is my dude not MY DUDE ya know?! i went to go turn away to go into class cuz i was dumbfounded n he kissed me again. i was like *uhhh*. i didn't know wut to do. i figured he liked me bc we tease bouts it all da time but i mean..... *duuuuuuuh* <-- dats me. i didn't know wut to do. i went to class den afterwards, i alwayz walk wit chris to his bus. i was goin to my car n he kissed me again. i was like *uhhhhh*. dumbfounded again. as soon as i got home i imed my girl d n was like "HELP!!" i explained it to her n we came to da conclusion i gotsta tell him wuts up n lay it to him straight but not in a mean way. i ain't got da heart to break it to him. man y me!!!???
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