| Current mood: |  guilty |
Today I had a great day, talked with Colin finally and he is really sweet but I always knew that. He is such a good friend. We both agreed to hang out this weekend and talk since it's been a while. I needed him back in my life even if it is just for friendship. I thought I had this whole situation figured out and I don't. I wish there was some handbook on "the hard times when more than one boy liked you" but there isn't. I don't want to hurt anyone and I am not into picking because I don't know. I wish it I could just pick a number and whoever had that number would be who I wanted but that's not true. The truth is I like being single and I like having them as friends and of course I want to be more than friends with a guy but I don't know who. I wish I had a twin sister and then my twin could go out with someone. I mean I already broke someone elses heart by telling him my feelings weren't the same and I am still living with the guilt. I hate being in this situation because I don't want anyone to get hurt, is that wrong?
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