ripley (antirun) wrote, @ 2002-12-01 03:38:00

Current music:

Eve - Satisfaction

feelin better right now.

but earlier... and possibly even tomorrow... i've been feeling dumb, and invalueable to the world. call me crazy... but i just feel like i can't do anything good... or worthy of any praise... i feel like i'm wasting time and space... or moreso feeling like a waste of space.

everything i feel (that i write into a song), is negative or pleading for some sort of attention... i don't wanna just write music like this.. i wanna write hopefull stuff or empowering stuff... but i dunno... i guess because of my current frame of mind... that's not gonna happen for a while.

*sigh*

wow i actually typed more than usual... i guess i'll be usin this journal more often.

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