|Current mood:|| artistic|
|Current music:||John Lennon - Imagine|
So here we are
I must say that no matter unfaltered I may seem by the climate, it seems that my body responds in the worst ways to cold. I despise winter so. It is like I was made for warm weather. I wonder at times if I am the only one. I feel so out of place that I ponder about where my true place may be. I'll be leaving for Texas at some point. I made the decision quite some time ago that that would be where I would be living for the rest of my time. Since I was young I had wanted to leave this place. I don't believe that my heart is here any longer.
I'll introduce you to my beliefs so as to know how to not have me become intollerant of any specific person.
Though I have a very open mind about religion, I have a rather firm belief within polytheism and budhism. Karma, reincarnation, the idea that there is a god or goddess for all things and a spirit within every living thing. I refuse to accept people who may try to press their religion upon me. I have a certain ammount of belief for christianity, but it does nothing for me. Jesus at some point did live, but seeing truth behind all the things which happened around him is hard to believe.
There is no way to say to me that there is any one kind of human better than the other. They still all breathe, reproduce if necessary/desired, and will bleed if cut. They are no different from any other mammal. We are no more above animals than they are above us. We have certain advantages, yes, but so do they.
I do not dare say a person is ugly, for someone out there will not think that way about the person. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder and should be thought as thus. The only way I could come to hate a person is if there was a given reason. I am non-violent and attempt to make it so that others follow with that. Much respect for those that have chosen peace over war.
So, I leave you behind tonight. I hunger and thirst. A deeper demand than one could imagine. Until a later time, children...