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A friend I work with left our office on Friday to return to uni for a final year of study. He will be missed. His positive, optimistic and frank outlook on life, coupled with confidence of individualism was inspirational. For someone 6 years younger to be doing what he's doing with his life is simply amazing to me. I'm not even jealous, just in awe and grateful that he's been around. A good friend, and hopefully for a long time to come.
I'm still not sleeping well. I've had more nightmares this past month than I've had in many years. You know, the kind where you tell yourself to wake up in the middle of some horrific or disturbing act? The kind where you have to hope that you're dreaming?
I've been thinking of a lost friend lately. Lost? In that we lost touch? Or did I lose her? Or did she lose me? I'm not sure (forgive the random questioning nature of this entry, I have so many questions unanswered right now). What I'm sure of is that I have to get in contact with her, but I'm not sure how. How does anyone approach a situation like that?
Today I made the effort to get out of the house and wander around Newcastle for a few hours in order to find some Superior Electronic Music. I noticed that things have changed drastically since I got back from the States. I was confident and almost swaggering when I arrived in the UK. I was happy with who I am. Today I noticed the familiar detachment and discomfort. I was unable to look people in the eye, and barely able to keep my line of sight above the pavement. How can I have gone from one extreme to the other in only 2-3 weeks?
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