| Current mood: |  indescribable |
| Current music: | Five Iron Frenzy - The Untimely Death of Brad |
I phoned dad today at lunch time... i've havent been so shakey since last febuary.... almost exactly a year... well will be in 10 days... god im sad to still remember that.... 1:06 AM on the 26th of febuary i got the text.... ANYWAY i was talking about dad...
Talked to him for about 10 mins... seemed my worrys that he didn't care were definately uncalled for... he knew about me playing in The PLT... knew about me going to scotland... i think he knew about Emilie as well which is scary... but at least i know he was finding out about me... found my blurty maybe?!
Sorted with him that im gonna get the train to Coleraine on saturday, get picked up by his mum and dad(i should really start calling them granny and granda) and head off to Wetherspoons for a few pints and a BIG catch up on the past 10 years...
I can't beleive i finally had the guts to do it... and by myself as well... i chickened out at Em's... i chickened out so many times before and this time... i just done it...
It hit him as much as it hit me when i phoned... got a text from him not long after...
"Got the jitters, hands r shakin, heart is pounding, keep having to pick myself off the floor!Thanx 4 ringin... DAD(feels strange!)
He's right... it does feel strange... but that will pass...i haven't seen him in so long but.... i love him...
I haven't cried yet... think i might go have one
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