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| Current music: | keepsake-tickets to russia |
tonight i have to work boo that, 4-12 my ass i dont wanna work that long. and then i have to work friday and saturday !!! screw that. so mal and i are really excited about going to see the used and movielife. its gonna be fun !! okay so someone has really been pissing me off, i just wanna say to him, stop bugging me, you lost your chance a long time ago, to think that i would wait around for you again, thats bullshit, im not willing to put up with your crap anymore, i dont think you've changed one bit. you keep on coming back to me when you get rejected, like thats fair, im your rebound girl? im not letting you this time, so stop thinking im gonna give you another chance. you say you are like me emotionally? whatever you have no fucking clue! you hardly know the half of it, i doubt you listen to "emo" everynight, maybe you should stop trying to impress me, cause its not working this time. the thing is i wanna relationship with someone who isnt gonna try and impress me just by saying things. they have to show me some actions, and have some compassion for me, you've never had that. now you realized that im a great person( im sure you wont after reading this) but now is a little too late. you dont deserve me. maybe we can be friends a little later on, once you stop thinking about your feelings, and taking others feelings into consideration. but right now im better off not talking to you, because you hurt me, by just thinking you have another chance.maybe when you mature. it bothers me to think that you see me as a piece of meat, at least thats what i think you see me as, you seem to only go out with pretty girls. maybe you should look deeper than that. by the way i actually enjoyed hanging out with you in oshawa, and i wasnt using you. im sorry im not like that. unlike you? maybe you thought that because you use people ? im sorry i have feelings. and im not about to get hurt by you anytime soon. p.s getting drunk because your depressed is not a thing you should be happy about.
I felt you slip away
Far away from me
Further from me
You seem to drift far away
I caught myself wishing you back, as i fight to catch you
Anger wells inside me
I see me, frowning, in your eyes
(i see the fear in you where noone should ever be,
i find myself striving to catch you from..
this will hurt me less and less everytime until i feel nothing)
I see my reflection and the pain scripted across my face, set in stone
Anger wells inside of me
I see me, frowning in your eyes
Far away from me
Further from me
You seem to drift far away
I caught myself wishing you back as i strive for you
(she said "its not that i dont love you anymore,
but it would be much more accurate to say that i never loved you in the first place)
I put the fear in you where noone should ever be
Nothing to me
Everything to you
Nothing to me
Everything to you.
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