| Current mood: |  sad |
| Current music: | Jaded- Mest |
I realized that I was being a real fucker yesterday at the mall. I don't want to talk about it because I feel really bad about the way I've been acting. I thought that I was okay about Amy and me, but I don't know now.
Maybe I'm making to big of a deal out of this. I don't want to forget about Amy. I really don't. I know that she fucked me over badly, but it doesn't change the way I feel about her. I'm also scared of her. Just a little.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
hopelessreasons (10:32:49 PM): right now. i'm so scared that you are going to leave. and its about to make me cry. i don't want you gone.
LuvMaxDontEatHim (10:34:44 PM): we broke up. i should've left awhile ago. i don't understand what you want from me. i want to give you everything but i don't know what you want.
hopelessreasons (10:37:27 PM): i want you. i want things to be back like they were when we would hang out on south street. i was reading the entry of when i went downtown with you and you got all lost and everything. i want that back so badly. i miss it. i miss feeling happy and in love. i miss feeling safe. i don't know
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
hopelessreasons (10:41:21 PM): i dont want to lose you
hopelessreasons (10:41:22 PM): i can't
hopelessreasons (10:41:25 PM): that would kill me
hopelessreasons (10:41:33 PM): i've always felt like you were still there
hopelessreasons (10:41:35 PM): but now
hopelessreasons (10:41:51 PM): because of today
hopelessreasons (10:41:52 PM): i don't feel like you're there
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
What am I suppose to do? I want everything that she wants. I just don't know how to get it and I need someone to hold my hand. :-(
(Read comments)
|
