| Current mood: | bored |
| Current music: | "Shell Of A Man", The Juliana Theory |
"I'm lost in myself and afraid of who I really am - the shell of a man."
I have to get back into the habit of writing in this thing. I have wanted to write in here so badly but I have been so unsure about things so I just... didn't? Yeah... Well, I'm not going to write the details about the past three weeks, but just what I remember and what was important from the last three weeks.
Two Fridays ago, I skipped fifth period (English) with Vicci because I was getting fed up with Ms. McIsaac's juvenile temper tantrums (well, they weren't exactly like a two year old screaming and shouting, but she was losing her temper all the time and pissing me off). Vicci, Brian, Jessie (Middleton), Mike (a friend of mine and DJ and Brian's from Calvert Hall), and Jack Skinner (a friend of Vicci's), and I snuck off THS property and walked to the playground by the public library. I swung on the swings really high and then I jumped off and skinned and scraped my knee. Teehee. Jack and I had to go back to school for sixth period and seventh period, so Brian, Jessie, Vicci, and Mike walked towards the mall while Jack and I walked back together. Jack and I had a really fun conversation about everything - from LiveJournal quizzes to the Power Rangers (I kid you not) - and now he's one of my friends.
Not to mention, I'm starting to crush on him (oops).
We got our yearbooks, and I've been trying to get all my friends to sign it, but I haven't gotten many of my friends to sign it yet. I hardly got any of my senior friends to sign it either, which makes me sad. Their last day at school was yesterday, I think, and Senior Prom was yesterday, and then they graduate really soon. I'm going to miss all of my senior friends. We also got our Colophons, and they are really spiffy. w00t.
A new Emo Game came out finally - well, it's actually called the Bush Game (or Emo Game 2.5) and it's a mini game that is against Bush (but has facts and statistics to back their reasoning up). It's rather fun[ny], like most of their games.
Wow, this entry has been rather random and haphazard. So here's another thing - on Monday night, I bought four CDs at Borders. DJ has been telling me forever to get Taking Back Sunday's Tell All Your Friends, and Zack has recommended Thrice and The Juliana Theory. So I bought Taking Back Sunday's Tell All Your Friends, Thrice's The Artist In The Ambulance, The Juliana Theory's Emotion Is Dead, and The Juliana Theory's Love. Being the weird person who listens to one or two new CDs over and over again, I've just been listening to The Juliana Theory's Love over and over again for the past week. I'll get to listening to the other albums soon, but I have to listen to Love some more. It's really good. But, of course, Brand New still takes the cake. XP
More randomness!! There was this awesome storm Tuesday evening. I was on the computer, IMing DJ, and the computer browns out, so I restart it and talk to DJ some more before Dad tells me to turn the computer off. Right after I tell DJ I have to go and turn off the computer, I walk out of the study and BAM!! the lights go off. I love thunderstorms but I was feeling bored not being able to talk to anyone. So I get over my fear of phones (albeit temporarily) and call DJ on my cell phone. We had a short but fun little conversation about the storm and other crap (and on Thursday, two days later, he signed my yearbook). Our friendship is growing again, so I'm happy. And after I hung up and then had dinner with Mom and Dad, we played Trivial Pursuit by lantern light. The next day, I told Parisa on the way to school that our power had gone out. She told me her power hadn't gone out, and we were both surprised because usually her power goes out and mine stays on. Parisa said she was happy, because she really wanted to watch American Idol last night, and she was able to. Then she said, "God must have been looking out for me because He knew that I really wanted to watch American Idol last night." I cracked up. It was just funny at the time, but still kinda is.
I don't feel like saying much more about the past three weeks, except that I'm sorry I've neglected my DeadJournal (which I will check soon) and my dear Blurty. I can't remember too much more about the last three weeks... oh, except that the surprise spy theme party we had for Bill on Sunday was awesome.
Haha, I'm so random.
Yesterday, I finally saw that show Ed was talking about, the Iron Chef show. It's so fun[ny]. I don't know why I think it's funny, but it just is.
Today, Mom and I went shopping in Hampden (where Mom and I were both born, but she lived there longer than I did). We went to this cool store called Galvanize. Mom bought a tea towel that had a 1976 calendar on it (she married Dad in 1976) and I bought a nice vintage tee, a green one. Then we went to that one store with Hampden and Baltimore souvenir stuff and bought milkshakes and ice cream (I had a chocolate milkshake; Mom had mint chocolate chip ice cream) in the back of the store, where there is this cool old fashioned soda fountain. We browsed some of the other stores, then we decide to go to Oh! Said Rose before leaving. I see some cool stuff there, and I bought this skirt (me, wear skirts or buy skirts?! *gasp*). I've been wearing skirts more often (but still not too often, only like once a month, maybe every two weeks) but, of course, I still wear shorts underneath. XP Anyway, this skirt was a light sort of lime (except not as bright) green with sushi and chopsticks on it. I couldn't resist; it was just too cool. So I bought it. ^^; The shirt from Galvanize was really cheap, price wise - $8. But the Oh! Said Rose sushi skirt was expensive (for "poor" people like me) - $44. Not like that stopped me.
So, the past three weeks have been bittersweet, but mostly looking up and sweet. Bittersweet, or bitter, because it's sad that my senior friends are leaving. However, things have been looking up and it's almost the end of school. And, for the most part, the weather's been nice (except for the few scattered showers and, of course, that storm, but I love storms, so I still was happy). And this weekend's a long one because of Memorial Day. w00t. More time to memorize my parts for the trial. Scary. ;_;
Haha. I randomly laugh a lot.
Well, that's enough for now... I kind of want to watch SNL tonight. I have a feeling my parents won't let me tonight though because we have to go to the early church service tomorrow because we (well, my parents) have a lot to do tomorrow. Since I really have nothing else to say, I should stop typing while I'm ahead (but of course, I never do).
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