life...is just wonderful
~Today was just another day at Northwest...a sad day in some peoples case. Why? Well, b/c of Andrew. He was in a really bad car wreck Saturday and he's really not doing to good from what i hear. I've told a bunch of my friends that i just can't handle someone else going in the hospital. I've had enough with my grandmother, my uncle, Andrew, and Eric (a guy that works with my boyfriend, Brian) being in the hospital. I've got great friends to keep me up beat though. And i really can't thank those people enough...ya'll know who you are! My life, thanks to God, has really been going good. I've got wonderful friends, a great boyfriend who i couldn't care for more, and a awsome family. I guess the only thing i really do have to worry about besides for the friends and family in the hospital is school. I need all the support i can get from everyone to push me and make sure i get through this year smoothly. Its great being a senior! But i'm ready to be out of here. A lot of kids are scared to go on their own but i want to...not to get away from my parents but so i can expierence things for myself and not have people on my back every move i make.
~ Note for the future....I know its really soon to say this but i can't wait to have kids of my own. Yes, they can be annoying at times, but when they look at you with those beautiful baby eyes and smile at you it just takes your heart away. I already feel like i have kids of my own having 2 nieces and 2 nephews...so i'm getting some expireence in. I know its never enough but atleast i'm getting some in. And i kno that who i marry with be a loving father and hopefully i'll be a good mom so that will just make it all so much more better.
~Its nice being back in a church now...I've been wanting to go to mine for a while but the thing is i go alone when i do and i guess i've always looked at church as being a family thing or going with people you love. And i'm not saying that there aren't people that i love there...its just nice to have family with you. I owe it to Brian for getting me back in church and i couldn't thank him more. I like going with him...seeing him there lets me see a different side of him, but its a good side. He's great with the kids...which is really fun to watch. I want to try to go to both churches. I really miss my church but i like Brian's church too. I like having someone to sing stupid songs like "titties and beer" to get me to stop crying about things while in the middle of service or whispering funny things in my ear just to get a little laugh out of me. i know its prolly not the best thing to sing or do in church but when i'm depressed and crying over things i'm thinking about it gets my mind off of it. Thanks Brian!! :-)
enough for today...cont. later
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