| Current mood: | indescribable |
Whoa..!
ok well my life is getting crazier by the moment...lets see ok i've got all these friends...but the thing is their all guys! and i don't really want a relationship now...i'm not over Brian so it wouldn't be fair to all these guys...and while their helping me keep my spirits up i feel as though i'm leading them on...and in a sence i am...and it makes me feel bad. I do like these guys...and i mean theres some that i would like to date at some point but really just the wrong timing...And its so weird b/c all of these guys just happened to walk back into my life again like either right before or right after me and Brian broke up...it was like they knew it was coming or something. I have a great time with all of them though...
~Stephen...i'm happy your back in my life again...i don't really know how to handle it but its nice to be talking again...
~David...well what can i say we've been friends for a long time and finally we're haning out...i have a great time with you...you make me laugh and definatly keep my mind off things...
~A-Ron...Buddy what can i say...your a great guy...and i have a great time with you also...really bad timing for us tho :(
~Mike...Well Mike's like a brother to me and i love being able to call him and have someone to talk to...Love Ya Baby!
~Jay-Sin...ok still don't like the way you want me to spell your name but oh well...thanks for bing you in chorus and keeping me from crying and everything! Now just get me to do the solo...
~Ben...Your so sweet...B-E-A-U-tiful voice...thanks for the massages in class ;)
~Zach...Well i really can't undersatnd why your back in my life...i'm not saying its a bad thing but i just really thought we would never talk again...
~Phil...(saved best for last)What can i say LiL Bro...Your a blessing to me! your always there when i need ya and always have something to say to make me smile...we seem to be in the same boat now...and i hate that your in it...but ya know what everything will get better i promise!
Thanks to all you guys...i know it may not seem like much but ya'll really have lifted my spirits...
*~*BRIAN*~* I miss you so much...I keep having dreams about you...just when i think my mind is getting away from you for a little bit...i see something...hear something...or dream something that just makes me want to cry...I love you...
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